Thank you Blogger.

Great - I was all gung-ho about blogging today.. until I get to work and go to start one and realize it's COMPLETELY different and apparently my computer at work isn't "compatiable" with the new Blogger. Your browser is no longer supported by Blogger. Some parts of Blogger will not work and you may experience problems. If you are having problems, try Google Chrome. | Dismiss That is what it tells me, actually. Apparently this girl doesn't deal well with change, huh? ;) Well anyways - Happy Monday!

Gimme's Don't Get

Didn't people's parents ever teach them that?

Is it that hard to say "May I please have.." instead of "Gimme this.. gimme that.."

Apparently, yes.. it is.

I'm feeling quite positive that today is going to be one of those days where every single one of my customers is going to piss me off in one way or another.

I would feel bad and apologize - but I guarantee it will be their fault.

Nikki's horrible, rotten, no good day.

Today.

Today is one of those days.

I got to work this morning and our auditor was here. On one hand I was happy because I was glad to finally get it out of the way - and on the other hand, it's always stressful. To put it this way - I've already had to call my husband crying once.

Then to make matters worse - we had our health assesment today. Not only did I get to see it put on paper how much weight I've gained - but I also had to deal with a stupid brat who didn't know how to take blood! It took her about 10 minutes to actually find a vein and then another 5 minutes with the needle IN my arm trying to find it. Now I've had blood drawn alot lately and no one else has ever had any troubles! I'll be sure to post a picture of the Texas sized bruise that I'm sure I will have my arm.

I will be quite thankful when this day is over. I would like nothing more than to crawl into bed and sleep the rest of the afternoon away. :(

Checking out for the day..

Do you ever have those days?

I am completely content just sitting at my desk at work staring into space. I'm not bored, I don't want to work, I'm just.. content. Or maybe I mean lazy?

I doubt that I would even want to go home if it was that time. Nope, too lazy.

So, I'm checking out for the day :)

Back from the dead.

I promise that I am still alive! And I do still remember how to blog.. I just, well I haven't. I can't promise that I'll be any better about doing it from now on either. But I'm sure you already knew that :)

So.. what to write?

Ah yes, my last post was about trying to get pregnant. Well.. I got pregnant. And then we lost the baby 8 weeks later. It was unexpected but expected at the same time. Thankfully I have some absolutely amazing friends and family (not to mention my adoring husband) who have helped me through this. There's not really much that I want to say about it now.. but I had started a blog for my sweet little baby if you are interested my story at all.

www.mamaslittlesprout.blogspot.com

Please don't feel like you have to though! Miscarriages happen to so many people and I've accepted that. I'm hoping that I'll be able to report that God has helped us get pregnant again soon. But for now.. we'll just keep on truckin'.

Phew.. I wasn't expecting to get emotional about writing that. I'll give a shot at this blogging thing again soon. Promise.

Got baby on the brain?

Well, I finally did it.. I went to the doctor to talk to him about my infertility. I learned that I can use that word because my doctor told me it is defined as tyring for a year without luck of getting pregnant. So there.

I'm not sure what I was expecting when I went in, but the doctor was very friendly and informative. We discussed the history of my crazy, stupid, frustrating, idiotic periods. I also feel that I've earned the right to use all the words.

He said he was willing to bet I just wasn't ovulating. Which is what I figured, seeing as how for a while there I was trying oh so hard to track and find the best time for some baby makin' lovin' with my boy. He started me on one round of Provera and Clomid. Then I'll go back in for bloodwork to find out if that helped me ovulate or not. I know much better than to expect anything right away, but it's just one of the things you can't help but hope for.. you know?

I can't wait to make my husband a daddy for the first time. I watched our neighbor's baby for a couple hours last night and it melted my heart to see him interact with baby Ashton.

I know that it's all in God's hands but I also know that we're ready.

Premonition?

I had this odd feeling at work on Friday that I should brush up on my CPR skills.

Weird?

But thanks to google.. I now feel a bit more confident should I ever need to perform CPR.

But please people.. don't make me have to use this skill.